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Well well well.... this is a turn up for the books! lol x

After me thinking it was the end for me yesterday (hahaha) today is fairing much much better x

I woke up (around 11am) - (nice lie in) - (AGAIN!), but still was in a bad mood, feeling slightly depressed, well, sorry for myself to say the least. Was slightly stressed thinking how on earth im going to juggle getting my car fixed as well as keep my appointments (& my sanity) x

I moped about the internet for a while, watched a bit of tv & then thought what the hell..... a bit of retail therapy should do the trick today for me. So of i popped up the stairs to get a bath, put on a little makeup, scraped up my hair into a bobble & got dressed. Well i looked in the mirror & still didnt feel any better. I looked terrible, no twinkle in my eye, no freshly washed hair, i'd not even gone to town on my makeup!!!

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!? THIS IS NOT ME!??!!?

I thought bout popping to Crown Point as i can walk to there & i feel its a place where people go more casually dressed rather than the real city slickers in town.... so Ugg boots on as i had a bit of a walk (10 mins but still, when you're used to driving everywhere......) I headed out the door.

I remembered my sat nav & torch & cd's etc etc being in my car & SHIT! the central locking not working i thought i had better take them inside so i went to my car & when i got inside to collect my valuables out of it i thought i'd just try the engine. So i popped the bonnet, re-connected the battery, sat in the driver seat & turned the key & WHOOP WHOOP!!! it started, i tried the indicators... check!.... i tried the wipers....check!.... i tried the stereo....check! I have a fully functional car!!! So i decided to run back inside to change my jacket as i no longer had to walk..... got out the car, pressed the fob to lock the car..... the wing mirrors went in (as usual), the indicators flashed to say the alarm & imobiliser was set (as usual) but the doors didnt lock.... SHIT! I still need my key fob re-programming - DOH!

No worries though.... this wont set me back... its a beautiful day, the sun is shining, i want some retail therapy, i going in my car whether it locks or not at least everything else works on it!!!

So off i go driving down the road, shades on, music pumping... yes yes this is it im back.... Jess is smiling, the sun is shining & its actually a mild day for once x

I hit tk max, not in the mood for clothes shopping, im a sucker for kitchen bits n bobs so i head on up the stairs & check out some new wine glasses... found some gorgeous glasses that had me written all over them. I was in need of new glasses too as too much partying at mine recently has left me about 8 glasses down. So happy with my find i head on over to the check out, see a big queue but stand in it & what do you know it flies down so im soon glasses & receipt in hand actually skipping back to my car!!

IM BACK!!! JESSICA IS BACK xxx

Oh boy do i hate hitting a low but i feel positive again now & feel that my bad luck is behind me once again x

So now im at home, all windows open & im ready for a real spring clean. Then get some nice food then an even better bath then chill & look forward to work tomorrow.

xxx A CLEAN HOME IS A HAPPY HOME xxx

So with a sparkling abode & a lifted spirit Im back to my usual witty self... finding everything a laugh & taking everything in my stride & loving every minute.

Yes i love being me but i hate being tested but 2 'shitty' days and im back.

Im really looking forward to Manchester on Thursday.... & then im thinking maybe Sheffield the week after & possibly Nottingham some time soon aswell.

Well, I hope you're all having a great day too.

Love & Hugs
Jess xxx